Simply Me

童真。还没有孩子以前不能完全体会这词真正的意思。当孩子开始会和我沟通的时候，我才真正明白何为＂童真＂。
当孩子惹我生气时，他说："I'll give mommy hugs and kiss kiss." 他不理我是不是还再生气。他走过来抱我的颈，向着我的嘴唇轻下去。然后他问，＂mommy, are you still mad?" "mommy wants more kiss kiss and hug hug?"
就这样，我被他给征服了。这就是我所谓的「童真」。

Today weather forecast is high 20 degree, but it's very windy and feel like 10 degree.
Ryan wakes up at around 8am, get him ready, we went to the lobby for free wifi and let Tony to get a little more rest. I was on my laptop, Ryan on my iPhone. Mark passes by, he is ready for his golf game. Ryan gave him a hug. Then we saw Yvonne outside, we went outside, Ryan gave her a good bye hug. It was very windy and cold. Both of them wearing shorts for the game.
Return to the lobby, Ryan wants to go back to the room. Tony was getting ready, we went to the restaurant for brunch.
Arrived home before 1 o'clock. I took a quick shower and put on a black dress, black stocking and a brown jacket. Tony wearing a navy blue shirt, black dress pant and black sweater jacket. Ryan dressed up too. He kept asking where we going.
We bring the white Teddy bear, a card and the tulip flower...
I didn't know the Little Lamb Memorial Garden is actually opposite Station Creek Golf Club. We're pass by here all the time.
It was a brief ceremony. Chaplain Shield reads some poem and prayer, then the ashes buried in the pre dug hole. When the ceremony starts, my eyes were welled with tears, keep flowing down my cheeks. I wasn't expect I would cried again but I did. Tony too. Ryan cries because he wants the Teddy bear back after he threw it in the hole. He has many tough questions for us. First he thought Riley is his friend in school, he says he will give Riley the Teddy bear.
"Teddy bear is going to get dirty. "
" Why they cover it with dirt?"
"we will go back to get the flower in the summer. "
After the ceremony, we asked Linda the person in charge of the memorial garden to make the gravestone and I want to have this engraved on it...
"In the place of what Thou takest, Thou dost give Thyself to me"
Well, this is the closure of my wound.

Today weather forecast is high 20 degree, but it's very windy and feel like 10 degree.
Ryan wakes up at around 8am, get him ready, we went to the lobby for free wifi and let Tony to get a little more rest. I was on my laptop, Ryan on my iPhone. Mark passes by, he is ready for his golf game. Ryan gave him a hug. Then we saw Yvonne outside, we went outside, Ryan gave her a good bye hug. It was very windy and cold. Both of them wearing shorts for the game.
Return to the lobby, Ryan wants to go back to the room. Tony was getting ready, we went to the restaurant for brunch.
Arrived home before 1 o'clock. I took a quick shower and put on a black dress, black stocking and a brown jacket. Tony wearing a navy blue shirt, black dress pant and black sweater jacket. Ryan dressed up too. He kept asking where we going.
We bring the white Teddy bear, a card and the tulip flower...
I didn't know the Little Lamb Memorial Garden is actually opposite Station Creek Golf Club. We're pass by here all the time.
It was a brief ceremony. Chaplain Shield reads some poem and prayer, then the ashes buried in the pre dug hole. When the ceremony starts, my eyes were welled with tears, keep flowing down my cheeks. I wasn't expect I would cried again but I did. Tony too. Ryan cries because he wants the Teddy bear back after he threw it in the hole. He has many tough questions for us. First he thought Riley is his friend in school, he says he will give Riley the Teddy bear.
"Teddy bear is going to get dirty. "
" Why they cover it with dirt?"
"we will go back to get the flower in the summer. "
Well, this is the closure of my wound.

This morning, before get up from the bed, Ryan asked, "what are we doing today? Are we going to piano lesson?"
I was sitting on the couch watching Andrea teaching her daughter and Ryan. It was fun watching. Suprea is younger than Ryan by a couple of months, but she did a lot better than Ryan. I would assume this is her house, she is more comfortable.